This inner slide of me where i hope to be rationale through literature. Writing out my feels and rationalize the thoughts out, end of the day, giving myself a reason why I should not be upset and why I should feel blessed. True story based on my life.
Thursday, 27 December 2012
Sick weekend before Xmas
Monday: Joan was sick with sneezes
Wednesday: I was having real bad sore throat, and slight runny nose, chills
Thursday: Sore throat with runny nose and a couple of coughs, chills
Friday: Runny Nose, slight sore throat, chills, coughs
Sat: Runny Nose, Cough, No more sore throat - went to see Doc Tan - Had meddy, concussed from 12plus till 7.30pm! Had porridge for Dinner. Hubby cooked! Slept early.
Sunday: Slightly better, still lim beh... but much better than Saturday.
Monday: Coughs. Went facial at new york. At night go gai gai at MBS lo!
Tuesday: Recovering! :D
So basically from start to end, it takes one week. This time round, I spreaded the flu to Manfred. So guilty. He started to have a runny nose with free flow mucus on Friday, then he had really stuck nose during the night. Went to see Doc at SSBC @ AMK with Dr Goh Siok Ying. Had his nose washed and he was crying for life. Poor boy. And he had flu meddy and phlegm meddy.
That Friday night/Sat morning, was my first time I sucked out his mucus using my mouth. :) Disgusting I know. But that was the first time i saw my darling cried so hard due to discomfort. My heart totally lost and broken.
SO, next time u can call me selfish, BUT I M SO GONNA WEAR MASKS WHEN ANYONE FALL SICK AT WORK OR HOME.
Thursday, 22 November 2012
Will you?
Will u still kiss me good morning
Will u still kiss me good night
Will u still be there when Manfred grows up
Will u still remember the me u first met
Will u still be mesmerized by our teenage puppy love
Will u still remember the first song u sang me
Will u still remember our cheesy slogan since 2001?
Thou sun and moon may pass away... Will IT still stay?
Wednesday, 21 November 2012
Keep your eyes away from his
Through out the dinner Manfred was very jovial and kept giggling every time I turned to look at him. So mad cuteness!
When the Indian family was leaving, the mummy came to us and told us Manfred is a doll, and asked us to keep our eyes off his (he has electrifying eyes)
:) happy. And what a nice lady to actually came over and sent us compliments. :)
Good deed, good day!
On a side note, keke, after much pestering I've gotten a belated anniversary present from Big Darling. Kate Spade Stevie baby bag @ $320. It's a love at first sight when I first saw at suntec. Since we din celebrate our anniversary this year so he just got his to compensate for everything lor.
Monday, 19 November 2012
Manfred down with flu
Last night had put 4ml of of fei zai water into his night feed and it really helps! He slept all the way to 4am cried for a diaper change, cried at 6am for morning feed.
Anyway he had shaved botak on 17.11.12 and I really missed his astro boy hairstyle. :(
Hope darling get well soon.
Sunday, 4 November 2012
情势未了 - Unfinished Matters
Friday, 2 November 2012
If one day, robots could replace human AEs... then what could I be?
Well, thou Im always cursing and swearing, but I love my job. I mean if there comes a day that I dont even feel like swearing anymore, it also means I have lost the passion for my job.
Its the nature of the job I enjoy - in the illusionized world of design. No right or wrong, you just have to sell it like a masterpiece. Servicing clients, especially difficult ones has its combo challenges. And because we are not selling products, but designs, which is very subjective, it takes a little more than "that" to SELL. How do you convince your clients that it's WHITE when it's actually BLACK... Or that it's a chicken, when it's actually a duck... Ahhh, that's our job... :) Not saying that we always "Smoke"our clients, but most of the times we have to draw an illusion for them to nod their head and smile silly.. and eventually sign the contract. But first of all, we have to LOVE what we are selling to the clients lar. It's business 道德。
Sometimes the hubby farking hate it when I swear and scold THE "F" word... or some other Hokkien vulgarities when I share with him stories at work. BUT, its difficult not to swear when u meet people who have no common sense, or unreasonable, or vent anger on you when they are not in their best mood, or think they are big fark when they pay peanuts... It's very frustrating! Please, someone introduce me an AE who doesn't swear... I would like to meet The SAINT.
Apart from "those clients' problems", of coz there are a lot of internal problems. When we are over-busy and bring in too much "business", designers have too much on their plates, and they "black face" us lor. But when we don't bring in as much as we could, I WILL GET CALLED INTO THE ROOM and kenna questioned. :( ME! Not the team. Very sians one lar.
But, overall, Im really glad that I still have a very positive team, as in my AEs. Of coz we grumble (ALOT) when we kenna
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Coming back to the title, hmm... i dont think i will be going back to marketing. This is the career where I will stay. unless... I dunno, maybe some really good offers approach me. :) But, I dont think so.
OR, i will just be a SAHM for Manfred. :) But, but, I always believe WOMAN MUST BE FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT, no matter how much you earn, 少有少赚,多有多赚。Can never rely on your man for $$$. They will treat you like dust when years go by, and then you become this "yellow face woman". Yes, you can request for
Ah, and the email comes in.. gotta go back to work. BA! (blog again)
Thursday, 25 October 2012
and it's gonna be a loong weekend.
Shiok!
Gotta spend more time with small darling. Suddenly I've got this crazy craving to get preggy again. Dunno why. Kinda miss bring preggy. I know it's quite... DAFUQ. Maybe more maternal hormone hit me. I mean like after seeing Manfred, so cute.. I want more.
But I think big darling got phobia. All the shag nights, feeding and calming the cranky small darling sometimes.
Now at 3 mth plus, small darling is learning how to smile and laugh. He loves to laugh at daddy. Dun ask me Why. He looks funny or wad. Sometimes when I was trying to scold him, like not drinking milk or some notti acts, he smiles at me. How to scold him, u tell me...
I love him.