SIgh. A twist in my career

Really been quite long again since i last updated.

SIGH. Been more downs than ups - mostly in the work area.

I know i need to just TAKE THAT FIRST STEP. But I dunno what's stopping me. Seriously. WHAT? Confirm there wont be bonus this year one.

i should have the savings to cover me.

And I wanna start something on my own.

I dont wanna work under anyone anymore. Not now. Maybe after next year Aug? I wanna be there for Manfred whenever he wants me to. I grew up in such environment, and I hope my children can enjoy such a privilege too. Its so stressful to even take a MC when Im sick. Boss has been really unhappy about me taking leave. He said he understands, coz Im a mother and sometimes I need to take off to take care of my boy's issues. But it doesnt seem so. Can see that he is really unhappy about it. Especially that one week of urgent week. Boss said Im not doing enough to bring in more sales. But looking at my team - it just makes me doubly no mood to being in new sales.  Not positive nor supportive. Just a lot of complains, a lot of questions. :(

I need to start something. But what is good?

I wanted to go into property, but all the insiders told me its really a bad time to enter. COV is dropping. Noone sells.

Then I wanna start an online shop. But what? Everything is so competitive. I need something really SPECIAL, and UNIQUE that cant be found just anywhere.

MOMO game card? To revive it?

I need an idea. Just an idea. To ignite things.

Someone just give me some ideas.

Mummy's gonna have faith

Hi Little One

Mummy's gonna have faith in you.

Mummy's gonna believe in you.

Mummy's gonna think POSITIVE.

You're gonna be good.

You're gonna be as strong as your big brother.

We will do it together, with daddy, and kor kor.

Hello, small m. @ 6 weeks.

Hi baby, how are you?

Sorry that Mummy kept thinking of the negative these couple of weeks. I guess it wont be the same when Mummy was having your big brother. It was more relaxing for me. But now, I have your big brother to attend to, and our home to up-keep. Luckily daddy was helpful it he chores too.

There was this night when mummy was super depressed. And so I decided to tell sugaraunt the next day. I know she will be with us along this journey. :)

And Im determined that you deserve a HAPPY MUMMY, and not a worrying mummy. I will be happy and positive. Small m, you have to jiayou too ok? So far so good..erm, not too bad. Feeling really nauseous esp with an empty stomach, but last time kor kor also like that.

Im so excited to know whether you are a boy or girl.  ;P But irregardless, u know i still love u! Same same with korkor. Kor kor getting very naughty nowadays. But i guess that is part and parcel of growing up. :) Kor kor knows how to say Daddy, and Yeye... and started to walk really fast and far recently. Fantastic!

And pls take those yucky pills!!!! Mummy hate it, but how? Its good for you. So WE WILL HAVE IT TOGETHER!!!

*Spartan face*

ROAR

jiayou love.